The Force is Strong in You...As Strong As a Small Pony

Today is Valentine’s Day.

I hate Valentine’s Day. I know, I know. You will brush this off as the biased opinion of a young woman on her way to spinsterhood, and her embittered view of the world. But this is not (entirely) true. I just don’t like the concept, in general. Even if you’re in a relationship, it’s stressful. You have to find the perfect gift. If you haven’t already, you have to define whatever relationship you’re currently in. Insecure women begin badgering their significant others about whether this relationship is “going anywhere”. Men are pressured to propose, regardless of if they feel ready, because that is what you do on Valentine’s Day. Even worse, women feel pressured to accept, which could very well result in two people who only vaguely want to get married taking the plunge, just because Necco wants to make those nasty-tasting little hearts. Restaurants are packed with nervous couples, food is overpriced, and Africa is again raped by Western consumerism. Generally, either one or both parties of the couple end up hurt or disappointed in the outcome of the day.

If you are in love, be in love. Celebrate your anniversary, or pick a day that means something to the both of you. Don’t proclaim your love just because its printed on the calendar that you should. External pressures rarely have a positive effect on relationships.

But I am determined that this blog remain a happy place for me, so in honor of this dreadful day, I will talk about something that I truly love.

Star Wars.

I love SW. I enjoyed it as a child, but when the new trilogy was released, I fell in love. (And by new trilogy, I mean Phantom Menace. Because the other two starred Hayden Christiansan, who I liked in every movie he’s been in, EXCEPT Star Wars.) Now, I am fully aware that anyone reading who happens to be a hardcore SW fan will immediately exit the page and write me off. But let me finish.

Yes, Jar Jar was absolutely the most irritating character in the SW universe, except perhaps Anakin (especially at the end of III, because by then I would rather listen to Jar Jar’s baby talk than Anakin’s completely baseless paranoia and lack of appreciation for those who truly cared about him.)

But I liked Queen Amidala. As a twelve year old girl facing the challenges of adolescents, pressures of home and general emotional issues, life seemed insurmountable. But then there was this movie, where a 14 year old girl was ruling an entire planet, which was under attack. Despite this, she remained outwardly calm, not throwing a temper tantrum, but instead facing the problem as a level-headed young woman.

Ok, yes. And I liked her clothes.

Anyway, this became something of an obsession. I was nicknamed Amidala by my friends, I wrote fan fiction, I read every book I could get my hands on, and I once again re-visited the original trilogy. I collected memorabilia, I dressed as the queen for Halloween (and at my school, everyone showed up in costume, so yes, I wandered around in white face paint among my peers.) In her I felt a sense of strength and will that I never had before. When faced with a difficult situation, I would not retreat into myself, but rather assume a cool mask, forcing myself to instead approach it in a regal manner.

And as my love of SW continued, as I mentioned, I began to examine the entire phenomenon. I love the movies. I like that George Lucas constructed a world based heavily in ancient mythologies, while still putting a completely different spin on it. I love that in high school, we spent an entire month dissecting the plots and the characters, identifying archtypes, noting the importance of the colors of the lightsabers, and the story archs that can be identified in all epics.

I love that SW transcends the stereotypical thirty five year old man living in his parent’s basement.

 

I love that it is a franchise that overwhelmingly appeals to the disenfranchised. There are a vast number of people in this world who feel disconnected. They feel alone, misunderstood. And for some of these individuals, SW provides them with a sense of belonging. It is truly a “come as you are” community. After all, if I’m dressed as the Queen of Naboo, who am I to judge you for where you fit into societal preconceptions about success and attractiveness?

It is a warm and welcoming place. It is silly, and an escape from the everyday stressors we all find ourselves victim to. Does it really matter, in the scheme of the world, that Lando Calrissian is a backstabber? No. But the fact that he attempts to redeem himself gives us hope for ourselves, when we have wronged others, and when others have wronged us. After all, if he can stand up to Darth Vader, why can’t I suck up my pride and apologize?

SW has created an entire counterculture. And it doesn’t matter if you’re arguing about whether or not Wedge Antilles is the unsung hero of the rebellion. What matters is that you can be having that argument with a fourteen year old boy, fifty five year old woman, or someone half a world away that you may otherwise have never interacted with.

Besides all of the kumbaiya aspects of Star Wars, I also enjoy when it spills over into every day life. For example, Weird Al Yankovic songs:

Or any song that references Star Wars:

 

I also enjoy impromptu Jedi battles on the streets of Philadelphia:

And I hope that eventually, should I be in a relationship on this blasted day, that my future beau* will have the same hopes and dreams that I have.

And that those dreams involve the Han and Leia fantasy, because she looks damn good in that gold bikini.

*Thanks to Paul, for pointing out that we should really bring that term back.

The One Who Was French, But Wasn't. (Frenchy)

I suck at blogging. But, never the less, here is( what should have been last night’s) Awkward Date Night Installment. This one is a rather popular tale with my sister, who is a Francophile, but I do so hope you will find the humor!

I am twenty three, single and living with my parents.

Internet dating was going to happen eventually.

Now, I wouldn’t say that I am an active participant in internet dating, but both times I actually followed through and met up with someone, it has provided me with a wealth of entertaining stories. I have decided that today, I would tell you the story of the Frenchman.

This was actually my second attempt at internet dating, so I was mildly apprehensive. But a young gentleman, who I shall call Frenchy, had messaged me several times. He had read one of my favorite books (Therese Raquin, by Zola) in the original French. Literate men are few and far between in this particular geographic location, so I was intrigued. He was a recent transplant to the area (which explains a lot), and he invited me to coffee. I obliged.

I suggested a coffee shop about halfway between us. The few days leading up to the meeting, Frenchy and I exchanged more emails, and I began to get the feeling that he was a bit pretentious.

I do not handle pretension well. In fact, I have two specific approaches:

• Act as trashy as humanly possible

• Out class them

Both of these are unsettling to someone who thinks that the sun rises and sets upon them. I strongly recommend that you try it, but I caution you that if you decide to take the second approach, the real skill is in the size of your vocabulary. If you’re not good with big words, don’t use them. Using an intellectual sounding word incorrectly makes you look like you’re striving for approval, and the pretentious individual will become condescending. And that will possibly make you have to punch them. And assault and battery is no joke.

But I digress.

So, I arrived at the coffee shop, and I was…worried. I had a strong feeling that something bad was going to happen. Now, I know what you’re thinking! Negative attitudes beget negative results. But the fact of the matter is, I have incredible intuition. I also have a lot of trouble following my gut feeling.

Frenchy was waiting outside the shop when I arrived. I moved to shake his hand, and he stepped back. “Nooo I do not do zee, what you call, hundshaake. Eet is far to beeznisslike for eh persenahl eencountahr.”

I am not mocking French accents. But this is what we like to call an important plot point.

I was not about to hug a stranger, and I certainly was not going to do the whole faire la bise thing, so we stood awkwardly for a few moments, then headed inside.

We sat at a table in the back, and there weren’t many people in the place, so it was quiet and had the potential to be a pleasant evening. We started chatting about our lives, what we were doing, where we went to school, and where we grew up.

Turns out, Frenchy was born and raised in Miami. Yeah, that’s right.

His parent’s background was French, and he’d spent a few summers there, and was terrified of flying, so rarely visited.

And even though he was obviously accentuating his accent, I was forced to spend the entire night leestening to eem tulk leek zis. Ee could nut reemeember must Eenglish wurds und would uccasionalee “forgeet” and sleep unto Frensh.

Eet wus focking annoying.

So now he was pretentious, fake, and irritating.

And then! He started talking about cheese. European cheese is so much better (I won’t argue that it most likely is.) Its fresher. In France, they eat cheese for cheese’s sake. In America, we eat it as a condiment.

Pretty sure no one eats cheese and crackers for the Ritz, but hey, maybe I’m mistaken. After all, I’m the kind of person who sits down with a block of cheddar and goes to town.

Then he started in on our grocery stores. And how he’d gone to Foodland and bought ground beef and took it home and it (shockingly) did not taste like beef tartar.

First of all, and I want you all to say it with me now, YOU NEVER BUY ANYTHING BUT PREPACKAGED GOODS AT FOODLAND.

Second of all, pretty sure that when you go to a restaurant and order steak tartar, it is not a plate of ground beef.

Third of all…who in their right mind eats raw beef? Sushi, sushi I get. But…oi. I just don’t understand.

Turns out, Frenchy got sick from the beef and had sworn off steak tartar.

But the best and most memorable part of the evening had actually happened at the beginning. When we sat down at our table, I ordered my cup of coffee, and my companion looked at me and said,

“Ooh, I do nit dreenk zee café. I meent eet more as a sing zat oo say. Oo knew, leek ‘leets git a coop uff café.’”

(By the way, if you need translations, let me know. Also, the fact that this guy didn’t drink coffee should have been my first red flag. Europeans drink that stuff like water. At least, they do in all the movies.)

And then he ordered whole milk. Now this is a coffee shop. They do not specialize in milk products, and so our very diligent waiter went and checked in the kitchen-no whole milk. Instead of sucking it up and drinking skim, or ordering something else, he did something that I have never seen before, and hope to never see again.

He drank a glass of skim and half and half.

I was in shock. I didn’t know what to say. I just sat there and stared in disbelief. It turned my stomach.

I stumbled through the evening, and finally managed to politely end the night. He walked me to my car (he was a very polite person, when he wasn’t being a priss.) And I said goodnight, hurrying away before there was any awkward hugging or kissing.

And I bet you thought it stopped there. But remember what I said about not being good at following my gut?

A week later we went out again. I won’t tell you the entire story, but a few interesting highlights:

When he invited me out, he was insistent that we go out in my town. I don’t go out here. A few of our most popular bars include the one with the metal detector and full body pat down before entering, and the one where the guy got lit on fire in the alley (for more details, feel free to ask.) I had to fight with this kid to go to a bar on the outskirts of town. It’s a very nice bar/restaurant, on the edge of a wooded area with lots of farmland nearby. I pulled into the lot and headed to the door, when I noticed someone wandering around the middle of the road that runs in front of the establishment. It’s more of a back road, but very windy and hilly and people (including myself) tend to go flying down it. I did one of those squeeze my eyes shut and hope that it wasn’t who I thought it was.

Of course, it was exactly who I thought it was. Frenchy.

He met me at the door and explained that it is his tradition that when he goes somewhere new, he walks all the way around the property. (It must be a French-I mean Florida-thing.) Then, he expressed his surprise and dismay at not being able to wander around the farm field across the street.

“Zere ees a fence! I culd not even geet into zee field! Zis ees a strange sing you Amerheecans do.”

I tried to very politely explain to him that no, he could not wander around the field, because it was private property, and the sole source of income for the family who owned it.

He started in on the wonders of socialism, and I started in on the gin and tonics.

Understandably, the rest of the night was a bit of a blur.

There are two morals I wish you to take from this tale, my dears. First of all, listen to your instincts. Because they are often more right than you are. Secondly, please remember:  skim and half and half do not whole milk make.

In the Blizzard of '77, the Cars Were Just Lumps In the Snow.

Oh blog, I have neglected you thoughtlessly. My deepest apologies. I'm really sorry to all two of my readers.

Anyone who knows me knows that I hate winter. A lot. It is my least favorite time of the year. I like spring and summer, because I like sunshine and sundresses (I tried to come up with a third thing with "sun" in it, but all I could think of was sunburn, which I do not like at all.) Anyway, it is unfortunately February, and there has been blizzards and ice storms and on Tuesday morning my house looked like the set of The Day After Tomorrow (which I wouldn't have minded, if I were trapped in a library with Jake Gyllenhaal.)

HOWEVER, the point of this blog is not to complain, as it is supposed to be a happy place. So I have decided to list the (albeit, few) things that I like about winter. Positive thinking is half the battle, right?

• Driving through snowy forests at night.

I love to see my headlights reflecting off the snowy branches. It seems so beautiful and haunting, and reminds me of that Robert Frost poem.

• Drinking earl grey tea while wearing a soft grey sweater and watching a foreign film, such as Amelie or Der Untergang.

Its just so damn cozy. And if you haven't seen Der Untergang, I HIGHLY recommend it. It's in German, but fabulous. I'm fairly certain (but far too lazy to check) that Bruno Ganz won a bunch of awards, which is impressive, since nobody REALLY likes to award Hitler for anything. Except being crazy.

• Christmas lights

In my family, I am considered the Christmas Festivities KGB. There is no Christmas music, movies or decorations permitted until after Thanksgiving dinner is done and cleaned up. I also don't allow colored Christmas lights on any of our trees or outside our house. I can negotiate on the big bulbed retro ones, but otherwise...no dice. I especially like when it snows and the lights glow underneath, and it looks like a magical wonderland.

• Wearing my winter clothes (for about the first three weeks)\

I say the first three weeks, because by then, I've worn them all and I'm bored. This usually wraps up after Christmas. Come to think of it, I'd like winter a lot better if it ended on December 26. All of the fun stuff happens before then.

(now doesn't she just look adorably cozy?)

• My snuggie

I will not apologize for my love of this glorious blue blanket...with sleeves.

• Not feeling weird about drinking hot coffee

For more information, feel free to check out the poem I dedicated to a coffee maker. I'll drink coffee when its three hundred degrees out, but seems more fitting when it's cold.

• The beach

Have you ever seen Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind? I mean, come on. That should be explanation enough.

• My winter playlist

Oh don't you worry your pretty little heads...this will get a post of its own, very soon.

• Starbucks holiday drinks

Because peppermint chocolate ANYTHING is worth the cold...at least for the five minutes it takes me to devour a grande.

• Using the fireplace in my basement.

I like flammable things. And flammable things in my very own living room? FUN!

But what I like most about winter? Is the end. Only 44 days until spring!

Until next time, my darlings!